JOURNAL #2

This is my second time to post my Journal! Okay, lets do this. My whole week is such a Big regrets for me.

Monday, On this day , we had a lot of activities. I am cadette of Alpha First platoon Second Squad, so we need to come in school early 6:00 AM, we did a community service,we help the preschool on their bags. We help them to carry it until we come in their classroom.After that they said that we are having arts that day so we have a meeting with other members of our group.When the lunch is over we come inside and now English time. Sir josh enter our classroom and after we greet him he said the students that he has saw their blogspot and their blog,he also said that we put our name in each 2 piece of 1/8 paper,and he write our grade on our performance in English.Before we saw our grade on the paper,we had an activity called "Venn diagram. After that he gave us the paper , I saw mine , I'm shocked because I know myself that I deserves more than that grade that sir josh gave me.Sorry for my word but I felt insulted when I saw my other classmates grades. I am not saying that they are stupid but I know myself I am also qualified to have grades 80 above.
I don't know what happening to me .
Wednesday,our Math Teacher sir Mark ,gave us graded recitation on the board. When my other classmates doing their problem they asking me for help on what they should do, I silently help them but not give the answer it self.When my turn came,My God! MENTAL BLOCK!!! I don't know why I forgot to write the "-x" , other ask me "why you got nervous?Why you didn't answered it correctly?",I replied "I don't know, If I have choice, I want to have a good grade of course.
Thursday and Friday! Monthly exams. I won't tell more about it because it so Hard Hard and Hard.
Horrible and Bad week for me.I know more days and weeks will come and I wish I'll have A Better Days. 

Better Days!Oh Yeah!